Here I am by my bed, I feel the guilty emotional splash washed over my belly wall continually
A remorseful heart, head hung down, bow in defeat and despair
The teary liquid between my eyelids made my vision blurry, dejected shone brightly on my face
Clasped hand, bended knee, body quaking in rhythmic pattern to the sobs
I have failed Him once more for the umpteenth time
How long will I be chained, tugged along the never ending spirals of self pity and guilt
Would he embrace me now? Would I accept
I feels worthless to be basked in such an embrace so beautiful
The trauma, pain, depression spread over my soul
Like a dark cloud on a beautiful day
The shiny rays of sun struggling to pass through
Can you hold me now? Will. You Hold me Now
And then I cry, and cry………….
Then I heard a quiet voice, still but firm, encouraging and caressing
There is therefore NOW, no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, for the spirit of life in Christ Jesus has sets you free from the law of sins and death.
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