Here I am by my bed,
Guilty emotional splash washed over my belly wall continually
A remorseful heart, head hung down
bowed in defeat and despair
The teary liquid seeps between eyelids making vision blurry,
dejection illuminate brightly in dark areas
Clasped hand, bended knee, body quaking in rhythmic pattern to the sobs
I have failed Him once more for the umpteenth time I muttered
emotional numbness and heart wrenching self beat
How long will I be chained, tugged along the never ending spirals of self pity and guilt
Would he embrace me now?
would he even hear me out?
I don’t think so, I look stupid asking
worthless being like me don’t deserved to basked in such an embrace so beautiful
or qualify for the burden to be lighten
Can you hold me now?
And I cry, and I cry………….
Then I heard a quiet voice, still , firm, encouraging and caressing
There is therefore now, no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, for the spirit of life in Christ Jesus has sets you free from the law of sins and death.
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